The progress on my eBook is slow. I don't have a computer yet, so I'm using the library or my mother's computer. I'm now transferring all my handwritten notes into a computer, editing as I go along. It is very difficult to write a book while I have financial worries hanging over my head. This is not an ideal situation! Every day is a struggle between fear and possibilities. I want so badly to finish my Ebook so I can start building my sustainable income ecosystem and help other people along the way. Life is a struggle! My goal in the future is to wake up without the panic of not having any money. The big question is this: if I get my money problems solved, would something else replace it, and would I wake up in a panic over that instead? If I could be paid to panic I would be very rich indeed!
Other income news: I was recently paid $150 to take part in a paid research study conducted by Hallmark. I shopped at a Hallmark Gold Crown store and reported my shopping experience. I was paid an extra $50 because I was the first one to show up for the focus group meeting. My panic paid off in this situation. The reason I was early is that I feared I would be late. Overall, this experience was very ideal! I'm looking for more paid research focus groups.
If there is a job out there that pays you to panic, please let me know. I would really excel at it. I would be able to precisely identify all the reasons for my panic as well. As I said before, all my current worries are financial. But from here until my interview, I really am going to try to brainwash myself and "Think Positive."
Wish me luck. I need it!